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REJECTION REJECTED

At every crossroads of life, fear stood beside me like a harsh art critic waiting to dismiss my existence before I could even present my masterpiece to the world. I feared rejection in classrooms, opportunities, competitions, conversations, and dreams that trembled quietly inside my heart. Before every attempt, my mind painted dark sketches of failure - unfinished canvases torn apart before anyone could even see their beauty. Yet life surprised me again and again. Every door I approached with hesitant footsteps opened wider than my fears had imagined. Every moment I expected rejection, acceptance arrived like sunlight spilling across a gallery wall. And slowly, the most beautiful irony revealed itself: my fear of rejection was the only thing that kept getting rejected. It felt as though destiny itself was correcting the rough draft my insecurities had written. While fear kept framing me as unworthy, life kept hanging my efforts in places I never thought I belonged to. The applause I...

Permanence Slipped But I Didn't

I met my friend after what felt like a lifetime, only to find her heart framed in quiet heartbreak, cracked by a rejection stamped in official ink. The word rejected doesn’t simply arrive as a notification — it crashes like a gavel in a courtroom where society is both judge and jury. For a girl who dared to dream of a government badge pinned to her chest, of a scale and grade that would silence whispers and lift her family’s pride, that single word feels like a stamp pressed hard on the heart. In a world where relatives measure worth in pay scales and neighbors audit your success like accountants of destiny, rejection becomes more than a result — it becomes a headline. She didn’t just lose a job; she watched a carefully built castle of expectations crumble into dust. Every late-night study session, every highlighted page, every whispered Aameen folded into prayer — they all seemed to echo back unanswered. But here is the quiet truth no rejection letter mentions: a stamp of “not se...

NOT HIRED, STILL FIRED UP

They say it so lightly—“aim higher, earn better, don’t waste your talent”—as if ambition were only a matter of stepping forward, not stumbling through unseen shadows. My friends and colleagues stand around me like gentle winds refusing to let me settle into stillness. They see a horizon I keep avoiding, a version of me I am too afraid to meet. Where I have built a comfort zone, they see a comfort cage—soft, familiar, yet quietly limiting. I call it pressure, but perhaps it is polished encouragement, a quiet rebellion against my fears.They don’t walk in my shoes, but they refuse to let me stand still in them.They compel me not with force, but with faith; not with criticism, but with conviction. I smile, I nod, I let the moment pass like a polite breeze, because how do I explain that my dreams are not limited by ambition, but guarded by unseen battles? My coworkers see my potential like a bright skyline, but they do not see the fog I walk through every day. Where they see opportunit...